Something in me knows You’re the only one who can heal me
I was drawn to spend time with You instead of returning a phone call or spending time just watching tv with the family. Even though I’d spent most of the Sunday cooking snacks then cleaning up after myself, and felt a little bad for doing so. But when I got there, I thought I’d be doing one thing but didn’t “feel like it” once I’d gotten there. I ‘felt like’ just lighting a candle, turning off all the lights and sitting there. My candle illuminated a picture of the ocean with the sun casting golden light on the whole landscape. I was drawn to just look at it, I settled back in my chair and just looked, soaking up the view. The next thing I know I am crying because this thought just crossed my mind, that "HE looks at me like that", and enjoys looking at me, like I’m enjoying looking at the beautiful scenery. I just can’t resist it, it erodes instantly any hardness I’ve gotten in the week. In my mind I begin to try to explain what it is like as if I am exp...