Lord, save my children from me
Didn't wake up sad today. Kept wondering is this real? Couldn't find any shame. Began asking God, "What do I think about then? I really didn't know what to do with this." There was a beautiful sunrise that drew me outside to walk and watch it. There was little water in the field glistening back at the sun. Thought to put on a song that talked of the Father singing over me. The season I'm in right now it's being exposed all l I didn't get from earthly fathers, so this song, what my heavenly Father does give to me is part of changing the affects of those events. On the surface I sing with the song, "I open up to you Father, I receive your love." Okay, but the longer I do it the more upset I get. I think things like, 'don't go there, (emotions) you're not supposed to give in to those feelings.' But my spirit then says. 'No, that's not right. I don't have to fake it to this Father, He is good and He's...