Fear
Well, had to "meet Jesus" again. I was there this morning, so it's not like it's been too long or anything like that. Just fear slithered in and kept growing bigger, stronger. Wow, what a liar and what a stealer; lost peace is lost life. What a believable though unwelcome guest. So much a lie, feeling so true. True enough the body starts to react to it. It believes it! I haven't faced that level of fear in awhile. I am thankful it was exposed. It came from very real places that I have been, places I didn't see how God existed in my past in quite the light I now do, but I found him there today as I faced it. Uh, let me rephrase that, as I fell on my face before my maker whimpering for whatever was needed. Yeah, that's more like what it looked like. I am thankful because now I see Him in this thing that is terrify me, He is a little more "real" in my thinking now. Now I'm perfectly good, but I have no idea how many times we will ha...